I WILL WAIT.....

When I close my eyes, I see you,
But I take a blink to come back to what's true..
I hold back the tears in my eyes,
And I sit, lonely, on my bed, waiting for the next sunrise..
It's tough to believe that I have to let you go,
Wherever you are, I want you to know...
The times I've confessed my love for you,
It's always been real, always true...
The days your name would flash on my phone...
The messages that awaited, never made me feel alone..
There are moments I wish I could share with you at an instant,
But my life has restrictions, they can't be bent..
I want to pick up my phone and dial your number, tell you I miss you...
But what stops me is the thought.. will you care? or reply that you miss me too?
I pray to God each and everyday...
I want my love back... I just hesitate to say..
I wish you could understand without me putting it through words.. or..
Like the olden days, pen it down on paper and sned through the birds..
Just do me one favour... and listen to your heart...
What does it say.. can we give it another start??
It's the last try I can give, hoping you will understand it's true meaningg...
And if you do, gimme a call, you'll know where to... I'll wait for the phone to ring!

RAIN

It's raining, from the eyes of the sky
falling down with the despair in its heart.
and the smell of the mud leading to sleep
with close eyes to see another dream...
so let it rain, just let it rain.

It's raining, on the anguished lives,
Invisibly covering up the weariness
With the touch of cold little water drops...
Hitting tenderness of a child’s hand…
Let it rain, just let it rain.

It’s raining, gathering water on the street…
Slowly the small paper boats
Sail towards the dreams of eternity,
The rain water keeps on flowing…
So let it rain, just let it rain.

It’s raining, the rain of tears,
The rain of broken wishes,
And every drop is lost before it’s found…
It ain’t the end of murky feelings …
So let it rain, just let it rain.

It’s raining, awaking the senses,
Melting the intense dark clouds,
Blessing the verve of nature,
Embracing the weak hearts gently…
So let it rain, just let it rain now.

FINAL STEP

Like the sweet roll of thunder,

I can feel my heart beat.

Listen to it die,as I take this final leap.

Into what I was told,

is something without you.

Where I can no longer hold,

your hand when I want to.

You know what you did really hurt me a lot,

and I wish things were differentfrom this life I just got.

If you want me to make it through this thing still alive,

I have to push away,

if I want to survive.

But in all honesty,

there's still something I need.

Just this one thing explaining why that this heart still bleeds.

I said that I would die for you,

you know that its true.

And that I would never hurt you,

no matter what you'd do.

And you said the same,

and promised the same.

Reassuring me more,

just by saying my name.

So now that its all said and done,

where is your love lying?

Strewn out and dying,

like you know that mine is?

Or living anew in someone else,

the same man that I once approved.

But I gotta tell you,

I was right all along.

And the way you went through it was incredibly wrong.

But your happy with her

she seems really sweet.

I'm happy for you,

you have something you need.

But the way you lied,

and told me to stay.

Saying nothing was wrong,

and that you don't betray.

With your actions I should really just saygive me the gun,

or blow me away.

Because an end this horrid can not be better,

than the quick flash from the end of a barrel.

I'm fortunate there are still more people I have left to live and die for,

before I can leave this mortal coil behind.

And in the process I may just findsomething to keep,

and to change my mind.

out of keeping my promises and dying for you,

because when I said I loved you,

you said that you loved me too.

But as that's not true and there is someone else now,

I have to say that I shouldn't have tried,

to keep you away,

just with me to stay,

but your his girl now,

i guess you were never really mine.

It's funny how through all this love and hate,

my love for you is still so great.

but I know you don't love me now,

not like before.

But you're happy now,

so there is nothing I would want more.

than for you to be with him,

because he is giving you something that I couldn't.

And I have made my FINAL STEP to ensure that I wouldn't,DIE FOR YOU.

SILENT TEARS

In the world so changing With day to day technologies ranging

There are placesWith no trace of water!

With fastest transport
Very less human rapport

In this modern world promising to support

But has turned a blind eye to many

Who chose to Abort!

Fashion, trends, accessories

That makes the world look without worries

But still there are souls livingWith less than a piece of cloth for covering!

Multinational cuisines, fast food, pizzas and burger

The world so promising to rest your hungerYet millions go to bed

Without a single loaf of bread!

“If not Adidas, let’s choose Reebok”

With varieties to choose

We live in this world not wanting to lose

In this “Rat race”

We forget that there are millions of suffering human race!

Each morning we live

Each night we go to be

Don’t forget my friend

That what we are living on is

Someone else’s suffering and sacrifices.

With laughter so bright in our life

Yet we grumble so much to strive

Remember my friend

You are fortunate enough

For there are millions shedding SILENT TEARS…

Unheard SILENT CRIES…!

NUMB

Today I m feeling so low as you are not with me,

I miss u every moment wherever I may be.

My mind sets no where and just thinks about you,

I wanna talk a lot with you but our talks are due.

My lips are trembling and calling your name,

I cannot see you in front of me and I m going through this pain.

My tears are in trauma should they flow out or lay inside,

they want to roll down my cheeks but could not decide.

My one hand holds the other as it cannot hold yours,

It wanders for only your warm touch , I m sure.

My heart beats gets faster wishing you might be here,

giving me the feel of joy, love and care.

How much I love you is all i know,

i just feel it and I dont want to show.

I miss you with every beat of my heart,

no doubt you are the only one of whom i can think about.....

TO LOVE

I was falling off the edge.

I didn't see the point in living my life.

So I started to jump.

Only hell lays at the bottom, Of that narrow cliff

But I never reachd it.

You grabbed me before I did.

I was Confused of who I was

But you took my hand and opened up a person

The one I could never find.

You made me smile.

The beginning of not wanting to die.............

You powered me out, with depressed hated anger

And filled me with these words I never heard......

I LOVE YOU.....

PARTING DAYS

Days are gone, years have passed.
We have been friends since we were small.
We played, we laughed, we cried together.
There was happiness around us all over.

Days are gone, years have passed.
Now we are matured enough.
But our friendship is still young.
Though today is the parting day.
We can still scream and say......

Though days are gone and years have passed
But....
Our friendship will last....

MISS YOU

I miss you when the rain stops, and the sun glows upon the world

I miss you when the dark clouds fill up the sky.

I miss you when the world is filled with lights, and the darkness eats up the night.

I miss you when birds chirp, flowers blossom, when everything is beautiful.

I also miss you when everything is sad.

I miss you when i am lonely, and when I feel the crowd.

But I miss you most...everytime I breath.....